wow i havent updated for a while again lol.

last week was clubs day at UBC so i had to help out JA for 3 days! so hectic but we managed to sign up around 160 members. hopefully the rest would sign up at the ice breaker!! its on October 8!! COME COME COME!

anyways, Jono is leaving tmr to Japan for a year so we had a farewell dinner for him yesterday at fogg n suds! man i really love love that place! the server was so nice and the food was so good as well! honey lager was on sale for 15.99 a pitcher and they got like 6-7 rounds of that. i just had my usual paralyzer in a fishbowl since it was fishbowl fridays :D

i still cant believe jono is leaving tmr. when he first told me he's going to japan to study, that was like february this year. and now tmr (which is like 7 months since then) hes actually leaving. le sigh. :( hes such a good friend, i will for sure miss him a lot!
we finally took puri yesterday! LOL

METALLLLLLL
jono drew raining blood on us... hah ==

anyways. i went to refrain's last live today too... it was so sad but i hope they will get back together when jono's back!

other than that, its been awhile since i've eaten with Debu :( LE SIGH. i wanna high tea!! and i want bor lor yao!!! >3<

but shiet i have work tmr lol. and ill have my first in class essay on monday. FML...

i want a huge pumpkin pie with lots of whip cream right now. or a huge bucket of ice cream. or let me swim in a pool of coke. lol...
anyways. peace out man gotta sleep

wow so school has past by for 2 weeks already! holy fuck where does the time go? lol
next wed- fri will be clubs day so find JA's booth at Ballroom in the SUB :D and sign up for member! seriously, if u wanna chill at the office, u better be a member. we are more strict with our rules this year cuz many friends of friends just come and we're liek wtf. tsk tsk.

$7 ubc students, $5 returning members, $10.50 non ubc students!

Oct 8 is our ice breaker! FREE OF CHARGE FOR MEMBERS AND FREE DINNER TOO

come come come come come

jono is leaving in 8 days. holy shittttt
jamieson reunion this sunday. holy fuckkkk
and work... uh==

sat. 12:21 am.
i should sleep soon.

today was not a good day. except i saw jono anni bun and amelia today. lovely lovely people.
but other than that. HA. fucked up..
some people are just so fucking stupid. god i gotta learn my lesson. fucking retards. fucking jerks.

high point of the day:

taken today during the JA meeting
haha <3

sometimes, i am just really grateful for having someone there for me when i need them. i honestly really thank you guys from the bottom of my heart. i used to be scared, confused, lonely, and i keep everything to myself and those weren't the best days of my life. however, as life moves on, i realized that if you don't express yourself, no one will know what you are actually thinking. people around you won't know what you're thinking inside if you don't give them a chance to care about you. so, i will try to express myself more because life is seriously too short to not enjoy to the fullest.

i have to quote something i have encountered probably 2 weeks ago at london drugs with amelia.
person at counter: if you smoke you die, if you dont smoke you die.
amelia: you might as well smoke then.

hahaaha. not that im saying people should smoke but ... the line actually makes sense, right?

today i was talking to charlie, talking about how we started to smoke.
charlie: i used to be so against smoking. but then i realized, not all smokers are bad people.

sometimes, when you do things like this, you learn to enjoy life more. life isnt so bad. it has ups and downs. you just need the correct people to be around you during those times.

DEBU PARADISE☆ <3

on another note, school is starting soon and ... i only bought one book. GG me! but i will go tmr morning with Icy :3 so its all good.
imagine day is next tuesday and JA will be at D11 (unders Arts and Culture) from 1-5 to promote so come and check it out baby

and lastly

hahaha love you girls

a lot has happened since i last blogged.

for one, i still havent gotten my hair cut since i was extremely busy with my schedule due to the Summer Exchange Program by JA and there was also Anime Evolution...

the Japanese students came around 2 weeks ago and today would be their last day and we will be having a farewell dinner at the Keg steak house :3 (muahahaahah) overall, it was annoying at times to bring them out all the time and i got pretty sick of seeing them all the time... lol the whole program was also way too disorganized as we have so many last minute changes... == sigh. but yesterday i went to watch the cirque du soleil with them and it was hella amazing and awesome and so epically legendary! i would really recommend all of you to go. it was just too good to miss! though... i think watching it once would be enough. our seats were the $67 ones but our spot was really good! the place wasnt too small nor too big, it was just perfect. sound was good, view was good, the performers did so well!

anyways, there was Anime Evolution 2010 on aug 13-15 at UBC. overall it was pretty decent except the location should be changed.. lol it was a really hot weekend and everyone was dressed in multiple layers of clothing so they start sweating the moment they step outside == as i said in previous posts, i cosplayed Grell Sutcliff from Kuroshitsuji and also Len from Black Rock Shooter. i had a 2 hr long photoshoot with Kirk on Sunday with Melissa and Jin and it was so hella tiring lol. fun though! and the SEP students came to see the cosplayers too! i think i got stopped for more pictures on Friday than Saturday and Sunday combined though... cuz Grell is just such a lovable character :P

Grell Sutcliff- Day One

Carol was my Madam Red :D

BRS Len - Day Two with Simone as BRS Rin!

haha i really like the picture with the skull
the wig looked so real too!

BRS Len - Day Three with Melissa as BRS Rin and Jin as BRS Kaito


it was an overall fun event i would think and i really wanna do more cosplays in the future! :D
lol since i took so many photos as Len, i had trouble changing back to girl mode afterwards (aka smiling and not having a pokerface/ killing face)

hahaa amelia also came back 3 days ago <3 omg its been 2.5 months since i last saw her so i met up with her at the airport and also yesterday! sighhhh it was so nice to see her T_T

anyways, yesterday was Tomoko (one of the jap exchange student)'s bday so we went to Carol's house to celebrate with her after cirque du soleil. i had to leave early though... because i had a blood test this morning ... aka no alcohol and need to wake up early. sigh.

wow this is a long post. i'll end it here

omg
ten more days until AE
SHITTTTTT
still need to get contacts, and to start on the 2 weapons... need to get wigs from cat, get grell outfit from colleena.. oh and colour in the black parts of grell's shoes

my plan for AE is :
Friday : Grell Sutcliffe
Saturday : BRS Len
Sunday : random XD

i might wear my blonde wig for Sunday... we'll see. i dont think i can alter the wig though :/ its synthetic and ... its gonna be hard lol

OH and im getting a haircut on saturday!! SO HAPPY. my hair is so long now... fml. ill probably be dying it to brown soon too... muahahaha either Yuuto or Ibuki inspired :D


HOT

so i recently kinda "lost" my job because i am now "on-call" instead...so i went job hunting today!

first i went to IHOP cuz i rmb them hiring ppl on craigslist and the manager there said she could offer me the hostess position! she would call me back next monday and discuss the schedule... idk if im getting it for sure yet so i went to job hunt more afterwards in case.

i went to RC to meet up with Simone and we walked around RC a bit so i could hand out my resume. I applied at Blenz Coffee (again LOL) and also Sweet Factory >3< up ="]"><

anyways, after RC, i went to POSH to hand in my resume and then went to tom lee and met up with Anna there. we looked at some guitars and basses ...and then we went to Bubble world to drop off my resume. Anna said they're hiring right now .. so yeah lol. and plus anna works there so i'd have company if i do get hired. next we went to alexandra to drop off more resumes. I wanted to hand it into Manzo and Nanchuu but they werent open yet... I went into Leisure but the guy said they're not hiring atm... SIGH. anyways, after that we went to Lansdowne... and i handed in my resume to the korean restaurant there. and ...that was pretty much it lol. a total of six places! lets see how much replies i get... lol== i could always try the manzo near my house but... we'll see haha

so now im back at home... so tired. and so hungry. but its almost dinner time but my mom didnt prepare anything .____. goddd damn!

fireworks again tmr! muahhahaha its china and its the last day. of course i have to go!
alright...im out!

one picture before i leave.

ahhh man today was such a tiresome day...

i woke up at 9 am so that i can get to UBC by 11pm for a JA SEP meeting... it lasted about like 3 hours technically but it seems like everything is finalized now so thats good. i waited till 3ish to meet up with Jono, then bused to get my car, drove home, get Simone and Cat's shoes and then went to Eri's to pick ppl up, drove back to vancouver and went to Kevin's house. did that within 2 hours. ughhh. aww man Uncle Kevin is leaving... sigh. good times good times.

the farewell party was really fun and i jumped on the tampoline with Eri for like half an hour LOL but i also scratched myself really badly @@ god damn but it was worth it =] never jumped like that in my life HAHAHAHA. I also saw Kai, who I havent hung out with for SO long, it was nice to see him and everyone again :D ahhh... how i miss those xenders day :( i listened to the recordings Uncle Kevin did for us... soooo hella nostalgic man lol. (and i just vocal cutted Moment of Breaking. LOL sounds better...totally loved the guitar) i also met a lot of new ppl today. or more like talk to ppl i "know of" but didnt have the chance to until now. good times good times. man i miss xenders.

really hope theres gonna be a party like that again! aside from that... i really want another job now. or rather a new job. my job now is sooo on call and idk what to do about it.... my hours are so unstable i dont even work this week =o= the hell man.... sigh

i am listening to Complimentary now. random.
how does it feel to be a part of what you hated the most? how does it feel...

ima go enjoy my instrumental version of Moment of Breaking now. MUAHHHAHA. im out

holyyy so i went to sleep last night at like 1:30 but i couldnt sleep because it was so damn hot so i got up again and went on the internet lol i had an urge to listen to Eason Chan so i youtubed him up! ahhhh so nostalgic. my honger days LOL


good shit

anyways, i finally logged off at 4 and probably slept half and hour later. then i had to wake up at 7:30 to register for my courses. i seriously dont get why Year 3 is last this year! IM ALWAYS LAST!! fucking shit. so all those other students filled up the damn classes already =o= god dammit. now im on waitlist for 2 classes =o=

i went for a jog at 9:30 came back, took a shower, and sweated even more @@ what the shitttt
but now im okay thank god lol

todays my stay home day. FTW (Y) no one is at home though == sigh...
should i be glad vancouver is starting to warm up? probably. i dont really like winter all that much. summer ftw lol

ohhh yesterday i went to watch Karate Kid with Simone and Carol! the movie was gooooood man. though i dont like Jackie Chan all that much, his character was okay so i would recommend it to everyone lol

im out nowwww

lol wow so i had like the most fucked up and epic and intense dream EVER last night.
i went to bed at around 2:30 and im guessing i slept around 3am. then i woke up at exactly 5:02 cuz i checked the time when i woke up. @@ so this dream happened within 2 hours. i quickly took my phone, opened the notepad and typed up the whole thing while its still fresh in my memory. so here goes:

so do ppl know how much i like wesley from wongfu? well i had a dream of how i met him at work. Somehow, i was working behind the scenes with the camera ppl at a broadcasting place. For some reason, the host/interviewer was not there that day and they made ME be the interviewer on the TV show. Well then i was like oh... okay. i guess so. and started to prepare for it. It turns out that Im supposed to interview Wesley LOL. i was so excited but things didnt work out.. the camera / lighting crew and shit failed so then i wasnt able to do the shoot. i met him backstage and he was in a suit and looked very cute and stuff. i went up to talk to him and i said omg i cant believe im meeting you in person. and he's like thank you and thought i was gonna ask for an autograph so he takes a pen from his jacket and i was like oh um actually, can i take a picture with u? Then he's like "oh sure" but he takes out HIS OWN PHONE and starts shooting it. The first picture turned out bad and so i asked for a second one so i was like "can we take another?" He's like "Sure" but this time another fangirl popped in and got in the pic with us. obviously im like "bleh.." but i didnt ask for a third one cuz i didnt wanna annoy him. Then hes like "should i send it to you now?" and im like "Sure!" and i took out my phone cuz hes gonna bluetooth it to me. but then im like "oh screw it, i wanna take it with my phone's camera too" so im like "oh hey lets take one with my phone too" and hes like "okay".

So i was trying to adjust modes and shit but nothing was right and im like "ahhh fucing shit why is this happening to me now?" and it took forever for me to fix it and hes just standing there so im like trying to make small chats with him like "oh hey hows wongfu doing?"... then before my phone worked again, i saw from the corner of my eyes that my family was coming up from he escalator.. while we were trying to camwhore (LOL WHAT THE SHIT..) i saw my dad looking at us but i ignored it. my dad walks over, stops us from taking a pic and said to wesley "look we need to talk." im guessing cuz my dad thinks he's my boyfriend or smth cuz we actually looked a bit intimidating (LMAO ohgod) and im like "What? no dad hes just a youtube celebrity!" and my dad went like "but stilll.." and wesleys like "its cool, u speak canto right?" and they were talking in canto while im trying to fix my phone. Finally the camera worked, took more funny photos and my mom (who was alone somehow) was like staring at us. Then somehow he ended up talking to my mom (mom him me but he's facing my mom but im looking down still fixing the phone or smth) about his career and hes like "yeah ive been working there for awhile and i've been married for over 20 years now." IM LIKE "OH WHAT?" He TURNS BACK to look at me and he turns out to be a SUPER OLD LOOKING GUY who kinda even looks like the hunchback of notredome dude. I woke up sweating and i would say its almost a nightmare at the end. Like gahhh noo who the fuck are you? wheres wesley?

very effed up dream... i think its a combo of too much wongfu, constant tweeting updates from youtubers, my chonny tweeting about his blogtv time for canadian viewers, my dad saying smth sweet to me last night, and just lots of wongfu in general and i recently rewatched "The One Days: HK- See Through" i hope thats why. i hope.

this is definitely my expression afterwards

LOL! damn it funemployed ep 4 out tmr! why cant it be today .___. okay. enough of my dream @@ im out

so sleepy... @@

boom hah boom hah hah
wow it IS stuck in my head for a while. damn.

here are some pictures from last night!

me and Icy~


with Simone :D


acting fierce with Fiona LOL


and of course, with Melly Woman

i'll post more pictures on facebook soon. (hopefully)

GOD DAMNIT ITS STILL IN MY HEADDDDD

So yesterday was Miyavi's Vancouver stop for his 2010 world tour and of course I went to see him since he really was the one that got me addicted to jrock. I usually have class but i skipped it (2pm-5pm... no way in hell) to get ready. went over to Jono's at 1:30 to and then waited for Fiona to go home so i went downstairs to her place. we were ready around 4:15 and left the place. when we got to Commodore which was around 5:15pm, there was already a huge line up but i saw a lot of people lining up already (so i budged in with them and no one said anything so... its all good!)

during the wait, Fiona and I got crepes from cafe crepe! Its good but i suggest you not to buy anything there... i got a nutella strawberry crepe for 9 DOLLARS... =o= i could have gotten like... a supersized meal at mcdicks!

anyways, so i got back in line and started eating and this girl came up to me and Carol and said she was working for Music Japan Plus (? did i get the title right? its a magazine apparently) and she wanted to do an interview with us and take us pictures of us... and post it up on the site o.o
well i was like "ohh yeah sure... but give me a minute im still eating" LOL but yeah i filled out a form for her and one of the question asked "What is your favourite band?" I paused for a second, looked up to Simone and asked "Should i put Screw or Deluhi?"

Well in the end i put Deluhi <3
im sorry Manabu...
but i do like DLH's music more

and then she took a picture of my front and my side. one thing i dont get it why she has to kneel down and take the shot from bottom up =o= and then she took a picture of "my fashion point" which i said its the headband thing i wore with the beads. TOTALLY MANABU INSPIRED <3

after that, we waited a bit longer and when its 7:20, we got to go inside already! we rushed through the crowd and basically ran to the stage. the left side of the stage was unoccupied so we took our spots in the first row!! yenju then texted me and i told him to come too and he came inside in like 5 minutes!! hahaha epic. so then we waited an hour and a half for miyavi to come out. SO DAMN LONG

anyways, the live i wont say much about it but it was pretty damn awesome and he is probably the most beautiful i've seen in my life so far. hes so mad pretty! and tall and his proportions are awesome. his legs... i want them LOL

he did an encore and before he went back in, he came to us and shook people's hands. i aimed for his chest but missed and touched his tummy or smth... but i did touch his hand twice :D

i headbanged alot last night... but i wouldn't say it was as hardcore as what i did in japan. there were limited space last night so there wasnt much i can do. i really hoped he would play more old songs though ...but yeah, it was still alright (his new songs)

at one point he mentioned melody and said "i love her and she loves me a lot too" wow... totally. sweet and cute >3< and he said that lovelie is already running around hahaah awwwww and thats why he can meet up with the awsome drummer and keyboardist/dj for the world tour. seriously, the ddrummer was so good! i was kinda disappointed that there wasn't a bassist... but the bass drums really boosted up the music. so good job drummer lol

after that, he went back inside and i immediately said MERCH TABLE MERCH TABLE! melissa grabbed my hand and i yanked her out of the group and we RAN towards the table to buy merch! i was really disappointed to not see the cap myv wore for sell... but i did buy a poster and a tshirt!

later we headed to mcdicks for food cuz i was damn hungry lol and it was already like 11:30pm! a double cheeseburger never tasted so good before LOL

I REALLY WANT THE CAP! im gonna hunt it down somehow... D:< SIGH

omg...just came back from work
oh yah so i recently got hired by Gourmet Syndicate Inc. and our first concept is the ROAMING DRAGON truck where we sell moving foods on the street!
and we're now at the richmond nightmarket... so come visit me sometime if ur around the area!!

super supergood food. im so impressed ><

but yeah.. i just worked a long shift and my feet died... sigh.
on the down side, all my fri-sun nights will be gone for the whole summer :(

oh well. i need money T_T LOL

the right side of my shoulder/neck started to really hurt last night so i slept early. and now this morning, its like a total disaster. it hurts so much i have difficulties turning my head towards the left. wtf man orz

so, born joined indie psc, along with screw. wow... so basically a lot of my fav bands are with psc now :S the gazette, screw and now born? i just hope Deluhi doesn't join them --

i had a horrible dream. i was back at my old house and alllll over the floor were centipede type ish bugs. holy. fuck. ~_~

Jacob is leaving today :(


have a safe flight! have fun during exchange... and i'll see you in Korea >3<

wow another week have past!
so i went to fab last night and met pc >3< he didn't talk though.... fail == but he was really nice and got through a lot of people for taking pictures! :D
it was my first time at an asian club and like... its totally asian overload. surprisingly, i thought there are usually more girls clubbing but i saw A LOT of guys last night. jono and charlie were like "wow its a sausage fest in there LOL"
and maybe cuz its asian overload, they played wondergirl's nobody. LOL epicness. i rmb they played alot of kesha's tik tok... and just alot of other good songs =]
so yeah, it was pretty good i guess. except i got kicked out for an hour =o= oh well at least i got back in LMAO.

so Amelia and I are gonna start our own youtube channel. we had this idea about a month ago and we've been writing a lot of scripts these days. at least 12 to film already! maybe one day we'll get famous, then we can participate at those youtube gatherings. THEN
THEN
THEN
i can meet WONG FU
and like omg. meet wesley chan
omg LOL
amelia will be away for 2 months though... so we'll be inactive for a while in the summer == dang lol
maybe we should just start posting in september.
its all good.

minako and jacob are leaving next week >3< sigh... hope to see u guys soon again

alright. back to script writing.
im out!

wow long weekend! lol, though it doesn't matter much to me since i dont have school on monday anyways. planned to stay home today and just chill lol. been heading out too much these days

met up with Amelia yesterday at downtown and went for shisha (damn, we're quite addicted aren't we?) might go back on victoria's day.
mm... lazertag tmr! finally! and it's also carol's party at night.

damn. ppl are leaving vancouver really soon man .___. like Minako... and Amelia is leaving in early June :( MISA will be incomplete for the summer and only IS remains. sigh.

btw, AS is planning to start our own youtube channel. HA.HA.HA.

OH. next Friday, FABRIC. Peter Chao will be there :D LOLOL photo opportunities omg >3< have to get his autograph for Icy too LOL nice

okay, better start writing the script now.
im outttt

many things have been happening.
back to school again. Korean Cinema. not a bad class i would say lol

i just dyed my hair back to black. bye pink hair ~_~ and hello bangs again lol

Minako is coming back tomorrow from Peru! sweet sauce except idk when her flight is. LOL fail

myv concert in less than a month!

i want to go to Kingston with Amelia....

an important friend is getting married soon.
MAKES ME WANT TO GET MARRIED TOO T.T
someone please marry me .____.
i'll cook for you? LOL

so fucking pissed. FUCK

my hair turned pink?!?!!? oh well LOL
okay so for my final cosplay, ima do Len's magnet version with Melly Womannnn


im gonna be the dude on the right LOL

omg one more day of school left!!! THEN I WILL BE HALF DONE UNIVERSITY. holy shiet!
so lately, ive been addicted to two uber kpop songs. LOL
and i think Ga In from BEG is uber hot >3< i really like her eye make up LOL
pay attention to the girl with short hair and short shorts. thats her ;D


anyways, Minako came back from Japan and i finally saw her today after like two weeks ... BEEN TOO LONG T.T apparently, she'll be leaving Canada by the end of May :( and may not come back for the mean while... MISA will be goneeeee. it'll be like ...ISA/ AIS/ SAI/ SIA? ==
but i do understand ppl can't stay by your side forever so i can only support her and her future. ganbatte minako <3

i went job hunting over the weekend. J2 hasn't called me back yet :( i really want to work there now... sigh!! guess i just need to keep waiting... or i'll give them a call tmr or smth.

holy o.o i havent updated for like a month LOL
busy busy
gonna go job hunting tomorrow... finally =o=
so school is gonna end in a week. time sure flies.
finals for me ends on the 27th. not that bad i guess. driving test the day after! >3< so i finally went to the restaurant julie was talking about at port moody. holy crap it was far! LOL took us an hour to drive from ubc to port moody... food was cheap. but it wasn't great. won't go back again unless we're in the area lol AE is in August and i've pretty much came up with my 3 cosplays already.

1. Grell Sutcliff



















2. Alice


3. Len/ Meiko
- either black rock shooter
- imitation black
- normal version

still not sure... :/ imitation black version will be hard. like really. LOL

okay im out lol