Devils in Bedside。kikari

sometimes, i am just really grateful for having someone there for me when i need them. i honestly really thank you guys from the bottom of my heart. i used to be scared, confused, lonely, and i keep everything to myself and those weren't the best days of my life. however, as life moves on, i realized that if you don't express yourself, no one will know what you are actually thinking. people around you won't know what you're thinking inside if you don't give them a chance to care about you. so, i will try to express myself more because life is seriously too short to not enjoy to the fullest.

i have to quote something i have encountered probably 2 weeks ago at london drugs with amelia.
person at counter: if you smoke you die, if you dont smoke you die.
amelia: you might as well smoke then.

hahaaha. not that im saying people should smoke but ... the line actually makes sense, right?

today i was talking to charlie, talking about how we started to smoke.
charlie: i used to be so against smoking. but then i realized, not all smokers are bad people.

sometimes, when you do things like this, you learn to enjoy life more. life isnt so bad. it has ups and downs. you just need the correct people to be around you during those times.

DEBU PARADISE☆ <3

on another note, school is starting soon and ... i only bought one book. GG me! but i will go tmr morning with Icy :3 so its all good.
imagine day is next tuesday and JA will be at D11 (unders Arts and Culture) from 1-5 to promote so come and check it out baby

and lastly

hahaha love you girls